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Where Things Begin… Again

by Juli Able

In Atlanta spring has sprung; and it’s showing off. Blooms, birdsong, and thick yellow clouds of pollen. The cherry tree in my yard went from a few pink blossoms to a tree-full overnight. But last week just an hour north, I found everything locked in wintry sleep… until I kayaked to the back of a quiet cove. There, in muddy, shallow waters, I discovered hundreds of tiny tadpoles. My eyes widened. I smiled. Floating atop the earliest edge of spring made me happy and woke me up.

If I’m being honest, sometimes prayer (in other words, my connection with God) feels like it’s drifted into long wintry sleep. And I need help feeling the closeness that gives me energy and an inward smile. This is where a guide can really help.

In Atlanta spring has sprung; and it’s showing off. Blooms, birdsong, and thick yellow clouds of pollen. The cherry tree in my yard went from a few pink blossoms to a tree-full overnight. But last week just an hour north, I found everything locked in wintry sleep… until I kayaked to the back of a quiet cove. There, in muddy, shallow waters, I discovered hundreds of tiny tadpoles. My eyes widened. I smiled. Floating atop the earliest edge of spring made me happy and woke me up.

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Gaps and Doors

by Juli Able

I’d like to invite you on a journey. It’s familiar in some ways. But let me caution you
as Dallas Willard does in the opening pages of “The Divine Conspiracy”:

“Presumed familiarity breeds … unsuspected unfamiliarity, and then contempt.
And contempt can lead to profound ignorance.” [i]

People who think they already know are inclined to stop listening, not realizing there is more.  Just a few lines down, Willard says,

“In its deepest nature and meaning our universe is a community of boundless and totally competent love.” [ii]

So of course, there is more. A boundless more to life and a boundless more to God, than I currently know. But do I live open to more? Is my picture of God fixed based on what I now know? Or is it evolving, growing, expanding?

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Whales

by Juli Able

“This is a God-bathed and God-permeated world.”[i] Dallas Willard

“All the things in this world are created because of God’s love and they become a context of gifts, presented to us so that we can know God more easily and make a return of love more readily.” [ii] StIgnatius of Loyola

We live within a “context of gifts”. Sometimes that’s apparent to me.  Other times, I lose sight. When life is busy, loud, common, or crowded, my connection with God and the reflection of God in the world can feel spotty at best.  So, I take my cue from a long line of others, including Jesus, who step away momentarily – seeking stillness, silence, and solitude – to tend my soul that needs connection with God.

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A Garden

by Juli Able

Gardening is teaching me to notice the very small. Today, I marvel at a cucumber plant’s thin tendril curled in tiny ringlets around a neighboring pepper cage. Fragile and strong, it’s doing what it can to lift out of dirt and reach toward light.  Removing low-lying tomato stems, I find a baby tomato hidden in the leaves J … with a big hole in its side L.  There are holes in the sunflower leaves too, and the basil. I panic and want to kill something! But my friend takes it all in stride. “There will be more tomatoes,” she promises. “Just wait and see.”

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The Path

by Juli Able

A sun-speckled, winding road led to a sun-speckled, winding footpath. Our steps, softened by a pine needle carpet, brought us to our destination. It was simply and thoughtfully prepared. There’s not much you can add to a grove of live oaks at the edge of a swampy salt marsh, without overdoing it. The sun dipped low on the horizon. A breeze overhead ruffled the Spanish moss draped on long-armed trees. This was the most beautiful space for a wedding I’ve ever seen.

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The Beauty of Sea Glass

by Brenda Golden

“I will go before you and make the rough places smooth.” Isaiah 45:2

Jon asked me the other day why I enjoyed looking for sea glass along the rocky coast of Montecito, California or in Rockport, Massachusetts. I tell him it is like looking for hidden treasure. 

I can get lost in it for hours, (just ask Jon), searching and collecting. I crawl in rocky caves, move large rocks, look between boulders and dig under the sand. It is exciting, as you never know what you are going to find… the stem of a wine glass, a rare blue piece, a marble, the bottom of a beer bottle or just lots and lots of white, green and brown pieces.

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Lessons From the Stars

by Brenda Golden

Just as the lights of the city keep me from seeing all of the stars that are actually there, the noise around me and in me keeps me from hearing God as he whispers His personal message to me continually.

I was in Buena Vista Colorado last week. Buena Vista is a town of around 2,000 people with only one stop light. When I first visited there 40 years ago that was the case and it is still the same today.  Actually I was a few miles above the town on the edge of a mountain where there were few houses and no bright lights. I was at over 8,000 feet in altitude and the air is thinner as well. The first night of the visit I was outside with our host and he suggested I look up. The only way to describe what I saw was that it was awe-inspiring. It almost took my breath away.

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A Shelf of Spiral Notebooks

by Brenda Golden

“What are the things that you and God enjoy doing together?”

I was recently talking with a friend who didn’t feel close to God at the time and I felt led to ask that question. After our time was over I asked myself the same question, “When do I feel closest to God?” For me, the immediate answer was "solitude and silence."

As I look back over my life, I have been gently drawn to being alone with my thoughts and prayers. I have particularly enjoyed the thoughts that being in the mountains or at the ocean seemed to bring forth. Everyone, however, is different, and what is special for one is not special for others. For some the feeling is in church, others when helping the homeless, others when having a “quiet time,” others when reading and meditating on scripture, praying, or being in a small group. I know people who are most sensitive to God when fasting. I have a friend who meets God in biographies of those who have gone before.

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